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The original was posted on /r/truscum by /u/Squishyrain1 on 2024-11-05 22:44:50+00:00.

Little back story: I’m a 17 year old transman, I’ve been identifying with my self as trans since the sixth grade and have been trying to socially transition to the best of my abilities, which is hard when my parents don’t exactly support me. The older I get, the more I realize I really don’t want to transition. I just want to wake up one day and want to like being a biological female. I want to like my chest, I want to like my genitals. And I get a lot of questions like “are you sure you’re trans or do you just hate your body?” Like I don’t hate my body, and I got a great waist and everything, i got a decent sized chest, it would be so great if I wanted it. But it’s like it’s not my body I guess? Like I want a male body. I want to look like a man, cause I am a man. I just wish I didn’t think this way, I wish my brain was wired differently. I just want to be seen as one of the guys. But I can’t because no guys see me like that. The guys around me see me as a lesbian. But the girls around me see me as a guy. So it’s like I fit in no where. I don’t want to be trans. I want to change. I want be cis. I don’t know how to live as a trans person but I don’t think I could physically live as a “cis” girl cause that’s not me. I’m just confused and really need help.