officially 1 week since i blew zeros at the hospital. see you all tomorrow👍

today was tough but i made it through. got a meeting in 30mins, day 6. been one week since I absolutely sent it and I swear im still hungover.

day 5, meeting tonight, silently hyped. iwndwyt

IM BACK. for good this time.

-trigger warning-too many to count last friday i drank 30 beers and 3/4 bottle of scotch, was generally belligerent and self injuring so the ambulance was called, I got restrained and woke up in a padded room still smashed punching the glass and screaming, crashed again and woke up in mhicu, mental health intensive care unit, sober now and realising where I was, I was on best behaviour.

place sucks. no telly, no books no radio, fights every few hours, super heavy furniture, big frownie face on the wall written in blood. I literally sat and watched the clock for over 9hrs during the 3.5 days.

ive got an AA meeting in 3hrs. IWNDWYT

i think a unicycle is more your style

morning all, day 16 have a good one

13 days. big anxiety and depression, too many coffee and cigarettes. supposed to be at work where I’ll be surrounded by a couple hundred thousand litres of wine in tanks and barrels, plus i manage the warehouse where there’s about 250,000 bottles of finished product. have to pass a breathalyzer at start and end of shift.

sounds like a dangerous place for an alcoholic to work but i can’t stand the stuff. wouldn’t last long in a brewery.

day 12 iwndwyt.

day ten first proper cravings and horrible gut feeling like impending doom but made it through the day.

woops v late. I need to set an alarm. day 10! first proper cravings today but pushed through and drove past 2 bottleshops. v proud of me. iwndwyt

i got my cat back from my parents too! it’s been a non stop cuddle puddle :D

happy wednesday homies. still day 8, outta hospy, first day back at work, just got home, plum tuckered out. iwndwyt and see you all tomorrow :)

i am oh so late but im on day 8! fresh out of detox and back at work in the pink cloud phase! I’ll see u guys in 3 hrs! iwndwyt.

mass effect 3 multiplayer. absolutely loved being a krogan vanguard or a geth prime w siege pulse.

it still connects… sometimes. i usually try once a day. fucking ea.

i wish they dated their comics cause man this ones old

holy shit

zelensky

puts hair on your chest

aaron schwartz rolling in his grave

hell let loose has neat system for snipers, requires 2 players, 1 sniper 1 spotter and as a result almost everyone runs infantry. fun game, very battlefieldy.