Holy smokes I’m sorry. I didn’t know if my story can encourage you or not, but maybe it will.
I got married in 1987. Not quite 20 years in in 2006, we split up. I was unhappy, and became an asshole and walked out in her and my three sons. I realized almost immediately that I couldn’t look myself in the mirror. And twenty months later we decided to give it a shot. It lasted almost two years before the wheels finally came off for good.
So here I am, not quite 50 and very single. I met another girl, we became a couple and have now been together 13 years.
It can happen. You can find happiness again
But it IS how we see prices. If there weren’t science behind it, they wouldn’t be doing it.