I have the similar problem like you, So I keep my journal/note/diary on digitally. I’m faster with typing stuff and I have problem with organizing my items, so digital make thing a lot easier to find and organize (or do it later)
I don’t find any different in my own feeling when typing diary or writing them. They’re equally effective IMO.
Honestly, I’m happy to join if beehaw move on to something like a forum and not-federated. IMO (which may sound selfish to some but) I join beehaw because of the vibe and the rules that I’m happy to follow. I’m not really joining beehaw because I want to use it as a Reddit replacement, but I want to interact with the community. I feel like Beehaw identity doesn’t really tie to lemmy or on specific software.
So whatever if it federates or not will not really affect me much. I only speak for myself, of course. For others, it might not be the same case. I feel safe commenting and talking in beehaw own community, so… whatever the decision, maybe I’m happy to stay/follow with beehaw. Thank you for the transparency and hard work you all put into beehaw :)